I watched movie together with girls, I am the only boy.
I took a camping combined with mountain hiking.
I gave a girl flower.
I joined a chat room.
I had never done them before I have my own job and my own income.
Why have I done them then?
Simply because I want to catch up with life.
To do things I have never have the courage to do when I was still under my parents wings.
To liberate myself.
And what have been happened lately ?
I asked people to come to a rafting activity.
I asked people to come to watch movie together again.
I emailed, called, and sms-ed the girl.
I acted the way I have been in the chat room.
I am now a clueless being.
Clueless and bored.
Boss have been giving me no substantial tasks as other people are busy with their own tasks.
I’m left alone.
Clueless, bored, and lonely.
That’s a lethal mix for a man’s life.
It’s been slowly poisoning my will to move forward and change completely from what I was before donning the title “Engineer”
My new fur is slowly undergoing embaldment.
My old fur is returning.
A completely lonely loser geek.