Me Goes Avian?

Had a sudden coughing this morning, added with overwhelming laziness and cold that overwhelmed my nerves…then the coughing goes from puny to impeccable…then the laziness turned into tiredness…then my mind went hazy…hallucinating…sleepy…

Had I contracted the avian flu or just a normal flu triggered by my tiredness of body and soul..or my body reacted to my the voidness inside my soul and begin collapsing from within?

Will I see the sun tomorrow?

Oh…so many dreams turned nightmare lately…so many dreams unachieved…

fate have done enough to show me that I shouldn’t have dreams anymore…

fate have been trying to turn me into a fatalis…and I think he is winning..

oh fate..

why? why can’t I dream if the only thing I good at is dreaming?

why?

why?

why?

why?

Just..WHY !!!!

can’t dream anymore..

can’t dream anymore..

can’t dream anymore..

can’t dream anymore..

can’t dream anymore..

can’t dream anymore..

ah

Help me..

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