Work till I’m 30, have no girlfiriend, buy no gadgets, spent only US$ 200 per month, saved a lot of money.
Resign after 30, make comics, novels, and books, living off my savings.
So girls, if you dare, approach me. If not, well, there are more needing boys out there.
Suicidal, naah, its just the remain of my youth not yet trashed, and I mean to keep this one !!